It's amazing how well you think you know somebody. You like them, so you get to know them a little more bit more. And before you know it, you’re spending every waking moment thinking about that person. You'd do anything for them, and only hope they'd do the same in return. But I guess you never really find out who that person is, what they really think of you, or the things they do when they aren’t with you. But this doesn’t matter; you continue this new experience, with some “bumps along the way,” while at the same time experiencing what some people consider, "the best feeling in the world." But along the ride you have a certain doubt about this person which lurks in the back of your mind. A feeling that just doesn't sit right. But, you just shrug it off considering you've fallen so hard. Soon enough you come to find out that that feeling, the one that just didn't sit right, was a reality. Under all those, "you're amazing," "you're beautiful," "I love you's" was really only lies, betrayal, and hurt. Not everything is what it seems. But it's not about mourning on the past or feeling sorry for yourself. What's important is learning from your experience and moving forward. Learning, and having better judgment for the next time around. Although you took one thing from me, you haven't taken the ME out of who I know I was then, am now, and who I aspire to be in the future. With that I can hold my head high, and move forward from here. So I guess that I wouldn't do "just anything" for you today, but I can say that I would never speak wrong of you, or judge for mistakes made. After all, we all do make them. Sure, they say people come and go in our lives, but it's those who are willing, and have the desire to stick around for a while who truly have an impact on who we are. It's those people who teach us valuable lessons.
So with that, I’ve come to realize...
how amazing it is, how well you think you know somebody. . .
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